Leaving An Imprint On Our Hearts.

It always amuses me how authors manage to bring out the beauty of even the simplest words.
So, I just finished reading “Looking for Alaska” by John Green. Usually after I read the last word of any book, I just sit there for a while. Blank. Maybe trying to contemplate what I spent the past few hours reading. Or maybe just lost in the thoughts and feelings of the characters, forgetting that I actually exist in a different world, far away from them; trying to figure out the untold parts of the story. It does not even exist, but we are still so determined to find out the ending. To find out the answers to all the “what after?” and “what if’s?”. Most of the time, even though the author gives a good ending to the book, we still have so many questions left unanswered. We still want to know more, we do not want it to end. As though the story is that of our closest friends, it leaves an imprint on our hearts for days, weeks, sometimes years or forever.
This is the beauty of good writing. It makes us wonder. Makes us think, makes us laugh, makes us cry, arouses more emotions in us than we probably ever had during a real life incident.
Each book makes me wish I had been there, either as one of the characters, or just… there. Witnessing everything.
And then it makes me wish I could write that way. I wish I could create little worlds for people, like every author whose books I’ve read has done for me.
I wish I could bring out the beauty of words and make people fall in love with them.
Maybe I will be able to do that someday, maybe not.
Until then, I’m just going to get myself lost in the millions of books already written, waiting to open up another little world of imagination and emotions in the uneventful life of an intrigued reader.

Hidden emotions.

That longing,
Of your closeness.
The deep desire
To grasp your hands.
Becoming one
With our bodies entangled.
Been so close,
Impatient
Yet stopping ourselves
For fear of it being wrong.
Fear of losing each other,
I really don’t know
Me, just scared to detach.
I know that one kiss
Which would forever,
Clear the fog
Show us what’s true.
Afraid to look up
Not wanting it to happen
For the taste of your lips,
May now become my craving.
Push myself away,
Never getting that close
You may not understand
But the butterflies mean much more.

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Desire.

Give me a smile,
I’ll make you laugh
Give me a reason,
I’ll be your other half
Give me a signal, 
I’ll show you the way
Give me some hope,
I’ll know what to say
Give me a part,
I’ll make it whole
Give me your thoughts,
I’ll play my role

Don’t give me your silence,
I’ll lose my mind
Don’t push away,
You never know what you’ll find

Give me your dreams,
I’ll make them come true
Give me your desires,
I’ll fulfil them for you
Give me your words,
I’ll not forget them ever
Give me your love,
I’ll be yours forever. 

This love is mine, forever with you.

Wish I could play guitar and sing my songs :/ Too bad I’m not good with instruments or with singing.

Look up in the sky see the stars shining down upon us,
And now I know this love is mine, forever.
It’s blue, bluer than when you’re low
And those endless heights now show,
This love is mine, forever.
The place in my heart is fixed with your letter.
Show me now what you got,
Inside your mind.
Promise that you’ll tell me what you find.
They say the grass is greener on the other side,
But I’m afraid it’s all a big lie
All I need now is to know that it is true,
And this love is mine, forever, with you. ~

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The dream away ~

Here’s a song I wrote a while ago…

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She’s comin closer to the dream away,
She’s thinkin would there be any day
When he would come up to her and say.
Girl you’re better than all I know
Maybe I just couldn’t show
But now I know what’s dear to me
Babe you’re the only one I wanna see .

She’s runnin’ to the voice she knows
It calls her towards home
She’s still thinkin would there be any day
When he would come up to her and say,
Girl come into my arms I’ve held out
Only for you, yeah my breath stops
No one’s ever made me feel this way
I finally know what I gotta say .

She’s sitting on the bench all alone
Crying, yet a smile is shown
All those words in her head are,
Nothing more than a wish she said.

She’s drifting from the dream away
‘Cause she knows there wouldn’t be a day
All he would ever come and say, is
Girl you aren’t the only one
I’ve played a million, you’re just one.
I cannot pretend anymore,
You better run before I roar.

She wipes her tears, slowly away
In the twilight, wishes he was there
Holds herself tight, doesn’t look back
Head up, start fresh doesn’t care what she lacks.

Yeaah girl don’t care what he say
Push all your dreams, now away
Don’t look back, he is gone.
There’s better waiting for you later on.

Don’t look back, it doesn’t matter
The ones you need are right here.
Now put up a smile on that pretty face
You’re a princess, nothing less.

She’s coming closer to a dream away..
This one’s different, one can say

She’s coming closer to a dream away..
It’s got a better ending, one can saay. ~

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After long.

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You called me up,
Just when I felt I had lost my luck.
Knowing you missed me when I was gone for a while,
Is more than enough, for me to smile.

My heart just flew towards your song,
Heard your voice after so long.

Hadn’t lifted my eyes up in days,
Cause I knew I wouldn’t be able to see your face.
Neither did you bother,
I thought I was just another.

You finally asked me what’s wrong,
I wanted to hug – it’s been so long.

I couldn’t even say I missed you all this time,
All I could say was I’ll talk to you later, I’m fine.
Though I know I’m tearing us apart,
Not letting you know the reason in my heart,
Thanks for showing me you care,
I love knowing that you will always be there.

Smile remembering your beautiful sound,
I’ll look back to this day after long ~